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iamyourvanilla

1:06 PM

ystday wedding dinner in cc but mi lanzi aijun and boss went out to do oc .
so damn relax man , but i got a bad stomach ache , had fever last nite and till now still quite sick.

4 new staffs broke many glasses during the cocktail session. haha i think it had nv happened before in cc... so alan de face was vy vy black...

iamyourvanilla

8:50 PM

im here to update this blog....

too many things happened recently, had been through so many problems, in the end everything is fine now...

at the age of 19, i started to taste the reality of life, some times bitter, some times sweet.

i love my gal as much as she loves mi , i feel a vy big difference between my ex and my gal now.
for my ex, is like i loved her much more than she loved mi
my gal now, she loves mi tat much and i love her tat much too.

tats why i feel my life is now a dream, most of the time it is .

and tats it for today, may not be updating this blog for sometime.

iamyourvanilla

10:44 PM

today, 23th july.

a new start.

what i want to say is , forget the unhappiness in the past, learn the mistake, and forge ahead.

iamyourvanilla

11:37 PM

cant believe i am tagged by laomei... -_-

i just updated my blog u know.. den i saw ur blog there/////

arggg

i dont usually reply to those '' funny '' staff but since u r my laomei then i will give u face by doing wat u wan mi to do... '')

1. i would rather play snooker alone when everyone is playing pool together.
2. i prefer to blog in my Q zone.
3. i like orange taste soft drink .
4. i like wine more than beer.
5. easy to remember any thing which has to do with sex, or obscene things la.. ( guys all like tat, i dont think it is weird)
6. love nite time more than day time.

iamyourvanilla

10:22 PM

sem 1 is ending soon, all practical lessons are finished which means no more early wake up in the morning and reports for this sem!

good.

tml maths test, nv really studied for it as i worked alot recently.

played pool after school with cm, we laughed alot , i think if u see the game u will oso laugh like us!

haha

iamyourvanilla

8:27 PM

9种爱的感觉你属于哪一种?
　　
第一种 美丽的感觉　　
俗话说情人眼里出西施，所以在有爱情的时候，你一定会觉得对方最好看，即使有别的异性比你爱的对象好看，但对你而言，他（她）才是你心中最美的一个，而且是别人根本无法相比的。　　

第二种 亲爱的感觉　　
当你爱上一个人，你会有一种很亲切的感觉，跟他（她）在一起，你会觉得很舒服，很和谐。你可以信任并依*他（她）。他（她）像是一个亲密的家人，甚至可以说，比一个家人更亲密，而且在这亲密里，你更体会到一份温馨的感觉－－这就是亲爱的感觉。在这个爱情的国度里，他（她）愿意包容你所有的缺点。　　

第三种 羡慕及尊敬有感觉
一个健康的爱情关系。应当有以对方为荣的感觉，你会欣赏对方所有的一切，包括内在与外在的条件和优点，并且对方也让你感觉，他（她）处处以你为荣。如果这种感觉存在的话，不论他（她）做这件事是成功或失败，你都会欣赏他（她）的才华，而不是只重视结果。　　

第四种 赞许的爱情　　
相爱的时候，你是否喜欢夸奖对方，而且不仅是欣赏，或敷衍了事而已，你还会喜欢在他（她）不在的时候向其他人讲述他（她）的种种好，哪怕帮你泡一碗方便面。重要的是，你从夸奖对方的热诚之中感到无比的快乐。　　

第五种 受到尊重的自尊　　
爱情关系可以提高一个人的自尊心，可以让你感觉到生活更有意义，因为爱情能够让你发现，其实你有着无人可比的独特性，虽然你有优点也有缺点，但是你的独特性使你受到无比的尊重，生命也因此更有价值。　　

第六种 占有欲　　
爱情是绝对独占的，是不能与他人分享其亲密的男女关系，因此，当爱情从不确定走向稳定后，需要以婚姻来持续以后的日子，所以我们在结婚时彼此相约相许。在真实的爱情生活里，互相许诺忠诚是必要的。　　

第七种 行动自由　　
如果一个人有正当的理由，他（她）的行动的自由一定要受到尊重，这样才不会破坏两人之间的爱情关系。爱跟着感觉走的人虽然十分令人担心或生气，但是对于热爱随性生活的人而言，限制或约束一点用都没有。还不如给他（她）自由、空间。他（她）总会回来的。　　

第八种 深深的同情　　
人们对深爱的人常会有怜惜的感觉，经常会为对方考虑，如果对方受到挫折，我们会非常愿意为他（她）分担痛苦与挫折，把对方所受的苦当作自己所遭遇的苦难一样，或者更胜于自己的苦难，因为在爱情里，我们愿意为对方而牺牲自己的利益。　　

第九种 生理上的性冲动　　
当我们在对一们异性产生兴趣或爱上某个异性时，都希望彼此有身体上的接触。在真实的爱情生活里，这种欲望是永远存在的。性冲动并不是单单只是行为，它还包含了许多其他亲密的身体上的接触，如牵手、拥抱等等，这种情感会永远存在于爱人心中　　

如果你发现自己近期有如下举动，那么你现在正在爱情进行中：　　
1 你在同朋友联欢会喜欢与对方从嘈杂中脱离出来和他（她）一起漫步　　

2 当你们在一起时你会假装忽视对方，但当对方不在你身边的时候你会环顾四周很着急的寻找　　

3 虽然其他人总是惹你发笑，但你的眼睛和注意仅仅在一个人身上　　

4 虽然对方早就应该打电话告诉你他（她）已安全到家，但是你的电话却一直沉默着，然后，你清楚的意识到你正在处于等待的惊慌中　　

5 因为工作的繁忙你必须挂上电话，但是你却无法这样做。因为你正在和他（她）通话。　　

6 当读到这篇文章时，如果某个人在你的心中出现，那么，你肯定已经爱上他（她）了 .

iamyourvanilla

1:46 PM

tired man.. everyday wake up early in the morning then afternoon go work..
wonder why recently the business is so good ah...

ahfeng's 18th birthday is coming, haha guess wat he say?

he said: this time i must drink wine..

HAHA

most properly we will go eat den go pub or club for his birthday celebration, but i think pub is better, club too noisy.



新华4大烟仙。

still feel so lazy to start a new relationship, haiz,..

there are two parttimers , one is quite chio , the other one cunmin say chio , but i think she is so so la...

the chio bu, got bf liao, the other one unknown, but cunmin is interested in her.
i will help him to ask for tat gal's number,.. hahaha

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2:28 PM

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