Almost a week since school reopened.. nothing special except the recess time had changed..
abit early la cos after recess we have a long period of time....

Den still got the wat home thing..
actually i dont like it..
u know
i'm lazy to move around...

i just dont understand our class.. most of them..
results already not good liao..
when there is a free period..
they still play around..

dont wan study den oso can sleep rit..
but still play around...

Everyone is saying wat want to start revision liao..
but when i see them..
-_-

teachers are encouraging, they always say now is not too late...
but now indeed is very late...

if i'm the teacher i will just say.. good luck..
ha,

but now start better than not at all..

there is a chinese proverb says,

sharpen ur knife just before the war, it may not be very sharp but at least it is shiny..

iamyourvanilla

7:32 PM

Doing revisions, hot weather, 134 days to o lvl.

Time flies rit, when i first start the count down, there are 221 days..
but the count down is good, kinda like a nagger, it alerts u with realitiy, no sound...

And i dont give a damn to any thing tat may distract mi,
everything turns meaningless now, i onli concerning about the exams..

love?job?fun?
i have not being doing them for quite a long time , just for the Os..
and now comes to the final stage, no damn is given.. '')

ok la, hope u all can concentrate and do well too '')

Have a blessed day tml .

iamyourvanilla

6:53 PM

First day of school, nothing special happened. can say is quite boring ah, onli Mrs Barnwell and Mr wong de lessons nv make mi feel sleepy...
seems Mr wong has enjoyed a lot in las vegas, maybe i will trip to there too when i earn money.. hah..

I was phyiscally and mentally tired, all because of the world cup...
ha but nvm onli a few days left...

Surrounded by boredom i took these pics...

Mr virgin(Mr V.) wants to show mi tat he really is one by doing this:



But den he shocked mi with this :


Use ur imagination ok, guess what he is doing.. haha..

den Nani joined too...


Thanks Mr and Ms V, for the poses '')

iamyourvanilla

7:12 PM

Let's see how the kitties are being delivered..




can see the kitties...






she's pushing hard...








havent finished man..




there one more!


she needs help '')


finally!!


how sweet being a mum..



The end.....

iamyourvanilla

6:03 PM

Tml gging church for the miracle catch.. tat will properly be the last time i gging to church for this yr..

recently i feel tat the church is stressing mi out.. i dont know why.. just feel tat..
Maybe is the rules posted by our tribe's pastor.

Sometime i really dont understand those rules.
why ppl in our tribe are not allowed to be attached before 21.
why we must follow everything mentioned in the bible.
many many more....

God indeed is good, and it is undeniable tat i have changed alot eversince i believe in christianity.
If without God i'm properly a shit now, no aim , no hope, useless..

The bible says, God is in control of ur life, he has a plan for everyone.
For wat i believe, God controls our life of cos, but he controls wat i already done , not wat will be done in the future.
wat u wan to do , all depends on urself.

I have nv believed tat i just have to sit around doing nth den God will provide mi a life tat i am happy with,,
If it is true, den why everyone is worrying for jobs and money,. why dont they just sleep at home everyday, maybe money and food will fly in from the window..

According to the bible, sin is not onli to do wrong things but oso not doing wat God wants u to do..
tat maybe true 2000 yrs ago, but not now, in this world of realities and materialism.
I have my own idea and plan, i have no choice but to live for myself , not all for jesus ,at least when i'm still alive..

If that is a sin, den let it be one..
But i will make sure when i benefit myself, no one is harmed seriously..

I'm not saying wat in the bible are wrong, but the realities dont allow mi to follow them,,,
which also includes the rules posted by our tribe's pastor, i feel those are quite unreasonable,
Even christianity does not stated those things are not allowed, den why the pastor doesnot allow it? For our good izzit...

He is not God, not even mi, how is tat possible for him to know wat is really good for mi.

But I'm still have a strong faith in God and christianity, because God's words are indeed the truth, onli the world makes it untrue.....

iamyourvanilla

4:41 PM

Mum woke mi up in the morning saying tat the school band called her because i was not there...

i dont know who made the call, but i tell u ok, i'm not 10 yrs old kid, my parent will not force mi to do anything , anything, ok?

So u bloody asshole better dont go and bother my parent again.
tat is useless. .
If u wan to find mi or question mi, CALL MY PHONE!!!!

No one has ever informed mi about the practise, so if i nv go , u just shut up, ok?

iamyourvanilla

8:17 PM

Have been burning night oil for past few days.. lucky got one of my brother to chat online with cos he is oso a super soccer fan '')

went to gym ystday, suprisingly there were quite a number of girls.
gx said tat properly they come here just want to train the chest, or the breast instead..

Speechless....

But maybe is true lor.. haha.

The weather is super nice.

Got a sms from mal saying this thursday got a snooker and pool gathering, wan come anot..
gathering le....
can play a real nice game with them...
and of cos some extra income too.. ha.
den at night we go watch soccer, properly the one wins the most $ will have to give a beer treat to everyone '')

but no one is gging for money, but to have fun and deepen the friendships '')

ah,, that will be the last time i go pub to watch soccer for this yr liao,. once the school reopens..
NO MORE
!

I'm ok with it '')

iamyourvanilla

6:45 PM

ha, i have not been revising for two days '')

Went to cell meeting today at 11. Zech obviously dont like to watch soccer or otherwise he will not make the meeting at that time '')

Yes i managed to wake up at 10, but gx did not .. haha.. so we decided to meet at around 12 at bonavesta mrt den take bus to zech's gallery.
Den we met lionard there too.. he was in a cab and saw us waiting the bus, and he alighted and joined..

we were like '' why u dont just pull over and let us in ''?

he:' oh ya hor.. forgot. '')

-_-

Cell meeting ended at around 2, den we went to tiongbahru plaza to meet jason and malcolm to watch movie..

DAVI CI CODE..

Actually this is my third time watching it.. ah....
but they have nv watched it before,, so i nv tell them about it,, dont wan to '' sao xing '' '')

Although i have watched it three times, i still feel tat this movie is a failure..

Totally out of mind...
i wonder wether the writer has done any bible and scripture study anot..

It actually gives wrong impressions and understanding to those non-christians about christianity..
The onli scene which makes me feel ok is when the actress try to walk on water , at the very last part of the movie..

It is oso quite funny..

And i guess the ppl in tat hall most of them are either christians or catholics..
because they laughed loudly..
most properly onli these two grps of ppl will understand why the actress try to walk on water and why it is funny.. '')

After the movie , went to eat, den walk around and back home..

Just now i watched '' the hill has eye ''

quite a nice movie, kinda resident evil style.. but is not because of wat virus or experiment, and the monster human beings are also intelligent, not just onli a piece of walking flesh,

ok.. soccer time !!!

88 '')

iamyourvanilla

9:43 PM

My cute niece..'')









cute rit..

iamyourvanilla

10:22 AM

Now is the half time rest of the match between italy and ghana.

4am, tuesday...

1:0, italy winning...

i think this is the best match played in these 4 days..
yup, and i will not be updating regularly for this few weeks, if nothing special happens. cos all will be soccer...
i will try not to go out during daytime, but to sleep enough and go watch soccer at night.. '')

Which oso including not gging to the remedial classes.. '')

haha dont want to miss any of the matches..
i do, i dont regret...

iamyourvanilla

4:01 AM

I think my classmates are disappointed by the bad weather today '''''

They plan to go to sentosa , class outing?

But i like this kind of cloudy windy weather...

I gging to farewell my sis later to the airport, she is gging back to enjoy life for a whole month.. argggg
but i can't, shit the o lvl.

i will go back in january, before the lunar new yr so tat to reunion with rest of my big family '')

Haven't been eating reunion dinner with my entire family for 5 yrs liao...

It sucks when u go oversea study and cannot go back when lunar new yr..
haiz...

So world cup starts tonight, i have prepared for it..
supper, drinks, snacks, i already bought it.. '')

nv miss it man, once every 4 yrs, dont know how many more world cup i can watch in the rest of my life...''''

take care daphne, ur uncle will bless u in heaven '')

iamyourvanilla

5:44 PM

I HAVE JUST FINISHED REFORMATING THE DAMN COMPUTER!!!!!!!!

The first 3 times was because kana virus, but this time huh, i forced shut it down , den , system was damaged..

Sway ah....

luckily i have enough experiences to handle it.. and i used 6 hrs sit infront of the computer just to reformat it..

Busying typing commands, install window and drivers, den softwares... here and there,...

But i still have the photos, documents and songs in my computer, i have everything tat is not in the C drive.. '')

Credit to the partitions i made last yr, i onli put system files into C drive and others put into other drives..

So everytime computer needs to reformat, just have to reformat C drive, and the documents in other drives will be saved '')
tat includes my 300+ songs, photos, all the software i need to use.. games , movies, ''0

Good job man.,,

Tml go swimming, relax and tanned '')

iamyourvanilla

8:33 PM

Aerospace enginering

i'm gging to study it next yr in SP...
design and make planes.
I'm interested in those very professional and challenging jobs '')

Why dont study medicine liao??

Ok, let's discuss about it...

Firstly, to get into the medical schools is extremly hard, but this is not the major problem.
Secondly, the major problem, money....

I did my homework,
for a 5 to 6 yrs of basic medicine study, 300 thousands bucks is the least, up to 500 thousands bucks.. converted into RenMingBi is about 1.5 million and 2.5 million.

Do my family have this sum of money? yes we do,,
BUT
properly we need to sell our hse, the shares , and a small shop, plus all the savings since my parents start working...
den i will have enough money..

But after tat how, my family has nothing left, my parents will live in poverty, just for mi to become a doctor.

Wat the fucking doctor i am den, make my parents suffer just to fulfill my dream...

When few yrs ago ,my dream, to be a doctor nv changed. cos maybe i'm influenced by my parents since i'm young tat to be a doctor is a holy job, not onli save ppl but whenever u bring a dying patient back alive, tat feeling is great...
in the past i nv know there are so many problems just to fulfill a dream.,,,,,

To have a dream in our life is good, just like a flight has its destination so that the pilot knows where to go,

but now i have grow up, to me any dreams tat cannot be fulfilled are day dreamings,..
Now my dreams are more practical, study hard, have a good job which im interested in and earns a salary im happy with....

To mi, giving up the dream of being a doctor is very reluctant, hard and sad, i have no choice but to do so.
haiz..

I didnot totally give up on it as i was still keep praying tat i will be a doctor, praying tat someday my parents will win lottory or something den i will have money liao..

But maybe God has another plan for mi, a best one.. '')

Have a blessed day tml everyone....

iamyourvanilla

8:32 PM

My skin colour is getting white and white.. nonono, must do something about it...

So i planned go swimming with friend, sun tan abit....

Den went to a sportsshop to buy trucks, but no store man.. onli got girls' one..
my friend did not know tat is for girl one and he asked mi just take one la,
den i took down the trunks and put it around his waist and said''

'' sorry huh i dont know urs is tat small till can wear girl trunks one.''

Den he like ....

So without trunks ,we decided to go gyming..

He told mi tat when everytime we train our muscle , we need to train till reach the limit for the muscles,, but not more than tat,,, den when next time train again, the muscle limits will be push up to a higher level, therefore we can build up the muscles effectively,,,

I found it is quite true huh,,,
so i did 200 arm weight liftings for both arm, den chest , tummy and legs too..
and ran 5 km..
cycling for 30 mins
sit up 170

the arm weight lifting one really is my limit lor,, after doing it i felt like vomitting out liao.. but i didnot, so i didnot excess my limits...

ok la now i super tired , muscleache all over my body,,

my friend oso like want to die liao.. haha

but tml will be ok one.. den go gym again.. '')

iamyourvanilla

10:21 PM

Miracle weekend on 25th of june, who wants to come???

i went to church today and the sermon i think is one of the best sermons i ever heard.
The pastor talked about stress and depress, how to manage them, and wat is sin, why even some chritians also sin to God,.,...

Actually i have heard the sermons about it before, but this time it totally refreshed my mind '')

After the service our cell had a bit of processing.

Den mi, xingmeng and a guy went to orchard buy some cloths..

I bought a shirt and a shoe bag... cost mi almost 200 bucks..
But the shirt really worth it la, black colour nicely designed, it looks mature and cool, when i tried it.. hahaha..

Tml not gging the chem class liao, cos very early cannot wake up '')
I study by my own and den afternoon go gym with friend, 3 days nv go liao.. hah

Jabez prayer, blessing u all my friends '')

iamyourvanilla

7:39 PM

The wedding was awsome man.!!!

The bridegroom was handsome, the bride was pretty and the atmosphere was sooooo romantic..
I nv know a christian wedding can be so romantic till like tat.. '')

The ceremony started at 2 30 , when i reached there were already quite a number of ppl, cos we are brothers ma, so we gave up our sits to jianhui's relatives and friends.

And we stood for 2 hrs till the ceremony ended..'')

When the couple entered the church all the ppl stood up and clap for mins, 600+ ppl le..
It rocks!!
den pastor hee guan hosted the ceremony.
After a long time of talking , blessing , pastor finally said the most important line,

'' Mr Goh jian hui, are you willing to take care of the bride, no matter happy, sad ,sick or healthy , love her cherish her and comfort her in the rest of ur life?''

'' yes i am''

den asked the bride same thing.
of cos the ans was yes.

And the bride and bridegroom read the words of love to each other,

Den the pastor,
" With the blessing of God i annonce two of you, husband and wife''

still have many intersting happenings, but i dont write here liao...

U noe, i dont know how to describe the feelings when u wittness the wedding of your friend.
We were brothers , share, play, enjoy and serve God together. and now ur brother got married. He starts to have his own family, not just mind his own things,
Tat is a milestone for his life, a totally new beginning liao..

Not onli for him but for everyone too, marriage is indeed a great joy in our life if u and the girl really loves each other very much.

I feel like i want to get married too.. but with who sia..
still have a long time to go '')
haha...

iamyourvanilla

6:52 PM

Jian hui's wedding tml!!!

Just reached home from the wedding's final preparation.
At thomson road baptist church...

I was there from 1 pm till just now..
We 10 brothers did a great job, almost the whole decor,,

Because the theme is butterfly, so we cut 129 big butterflies and pasted them on the walls and windows..
den we bought flowers , many kind of them and arranged them nicely in the church.
And tied the ribbons, wires and all tat.. '')

Tired ah...

But for our s.grandfather , worth it.. '')

Now the church was just like a garden, cool!!
And somemore i heard tat they are buying live butterflies and gging to release them when the pastor annonce two of them husband and wife...

Tat will be SSSOOO romantic ,wo!!!!!!!!

but catching them after the ceremony is a big problem.. '')'')
i will not care about it if i am the bridegroom... hah

Must dress properly, suits and tie all that...

'')

iamyourvanilla

8:58 PM

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