weather changed, rainning everyday,, but it is good.
i prefer cold weather,,,

school is ok, just many works need to be done.
tests...
remedials....

http://h1.ripway.com/joash/asra.ppt

i created it ystday,, take a look '')
a power point document,.
100% spyware & ad-ware free,

download la.. dont worry '')
and den use slide show to watch it..
haha..

iamyourvanilla

9:27 PM

I feel like gging to the grad nite.. indeed i shld go, there is onli one secondary school grad nite in my life i think.. so no reason to miss it.
somomore according to zaihua, not onli just a grad ''nite''rit... haha... very meaningful..

i think i need to slim down abit..
10 kgs ba.. then will be very good....

eat less carbohydrate food, less meat more vegetable, and no beverage.
this is self abuse.... ah.
but i have been doing it for days already.. still ok..
i think by the time o lvl finish ,i will be quite slim ...

slim ppl do look good dont they?
but not skinny.

and still remember it?
'' so skinny who wants to fight with you''

ahaha...

iamyourvanilla

2:55 PM

hell gate opened rit, so ghosts all come out liao..
i heard unusual dog barking this morning, fierce ghost?

who cares it...

today wasn't a very good day.. especially in maths lesson.

i love to sit alone, so nv ask mi to move when next time u saw mi sitting there, ok?
there are plenty of sits, if u wan, can sit beside mi, if u dont wan den go find other sits to sit, but nv ask mi to move so tat u two can sit together.

u are not wrong if u dont know,
but now u know already,
ask mi again
i will scold u....

tat is my principle....

iamyourvanilla

7:26 PM

Pig was right, i now was running goal drought..,
we played soccer today during pe lesson and i onli had two shots .. nv score of cos..
for weeks liao..

It was ok if we lost or wat, but at least ppl shldn't anyhow kick the ball.. big thanks to the defenders whom had assisted the opponent team today !
i was not happy but could not blame them , they were just not good at it..

so maybe next week i will play badminton '').

cme lesson, slept..

ss lesson, slept for half period, i tot the onli person failed the test was mi, but surprisingly not mi.. haha dont know who so unlucky.,,,

maths lesson, asked nani to turn off the loud speaker who was speaking loudly beside mi..
she did not how to so i told her just to press the mole...

history lesson revised geo...

geo lesson no test, postponed.. day dreaming....

today was a hot day...

iamyourvanilla

7:46 PM

The purified soul,
the holy son the lord jesus,
and the almighty father,
may your peace and kingdom come .......

i find this prayer works the best whenever i feel uneasy,
of cos it is onli for those ppl have faith in God, i mean faithful christians

well today was a hot day with hot lessons.. ha we had 4 periods of practical lesson, fans are off and burners are on..
at least bio was ok, we practised drawing..
but chem.. busy walking around collecting chemicals,
i think the practical results were ok.. i got 25 twice in the tittration, smoothly ...
i found the qns were quite standard ah.. everytime the same thing...
but accurancy could kill us...

My father told mi this,
'' we shldn't give up on those ppl with cancer or watever terminal illness, others may say , anyway they will die la , just a matter of time. but isn't it the same for us? we all will die, oso just a matter of time''

iamyourvanilla

8:44 PM

nowdays the lessons are getting more comfortable, we are doing revisions, kinda free in the class...
but indeed there are too little questions given by the teachers..
like, half a period then done ..

the most 'diao3' lesson is the geo lesson by md rosnah.. seldomly explain one.. just copy copy copy.. anyway, we dont have to understand, core geo is a memory-based subject...

ok, that's it..
my back is aching again..
but will be ok if tml go play soccer '')

and the last,

Happy sweet 16th birthday to daphne.. '')

iamyourvanilla

9:24 PM

It has being almost 2 yrs since the last time i went back home,
the feelings,
haiz...
enjoy the times with ur family as much as u can before u leave them...
things onli become valuble when u dont have them..

still have half a yr to go , then i can meet my families again, the ppl there.
i miss them.......
i love them....
and i cherish them....

there is no way for ppl who are staying with their families to understand it.....

I'm a eagle ready to fly, but yet i'm afraid of height....

iamyourvanilla

6:39 PM

went to causeway point seoul garden , zaihua's birthday...
weijian was bullied by us, got videos,.
but lanzi is not online now, so i will upload it later..

weijian was bullied by doing push ups in the crowded seoul garden,
and got to ask phone numbers from the gals sitting next to us..

paiseh isn't it .. ha

watched basic instinct 2, really a nice movie, i mean the story la..
and of cos sharon stone, cant believe she is now 48 yrs old !!
even nicer looking than young gals...

haha no wonder cunmin likes her so much..
her acting is oso remarkable..

just dont believe she is 48 ..
u go watch den u will noe liao...

iamyourvanilla

8:55 PM

home room system is running ok, school's ok.
i hate history and ss lessons.,

those are for politicians.
for us, onli have to know it will do..
no need test !!

the world is unstable.. with the north korea missiles and watever the middle east countries..
somemore the usa, most busybody country in the world.
not its affair but oso want to interrupt.
no wonder most of the terrorists attack usa but not other countries.,

i always feel there will be a global war in the next decade, like countries vs countries..
hopefully it will not happen..

tml zaihua birthday treat , good.. we will cost u a hole in the pocket '')

iamyourvanilla

6:59 PM

GODDDDDDDDDDDD...

i found a little sparrow in the corridor ..
i have no choice but to bring it home la..
damn it..

i have nv kept sparrow as pet before ok..
i totally have no idea about it,,

wat should i feed it..
or blalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalal...

but luckily there is no external or internal injuries,
no fracture...

but.,. it cant fly, it is a little sparrow,,,
GOD...

there are the photos.





so helpless..

when i was young i once found a injured pigeon, den i kept it for months till it recovered and flight to nowhere i know...
den now a sparrow..!!!!

but tat pigeon is big ok..
is easier to handle..

but this... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

if i keep it , it will die la..
anyone's parents or aunti or uncle or cousin or brother or sister............................... got keep birds as pet ?
if u do have,, plsplsplsplspls tell mi..
help to keep this little fellow ok..

i dont want it to die in my hand,,, '')

iamyourvanilla

5:31 PM

i am still alive '') with the intelligent/wisdom toothache,, watever it calls..
i take two pills of painkiller...

new begining ah.. the homeroom system is a success i think..
and the recess, extended long enough,. '')

ppl having mt listening, i have tuition...

future can be tml,

tml forever is future..

iamyourvanilla

6:13 PM

i asked
'' is ur blood test report out?''

she said
'' not yet, will be out on thursday.''

mi
''oo.. anyway dont worry k, wont be a big problem, maybe is only endocrinal abnormal.

she
''haiz.. hope so.. what if it is not.''

mi
'' ... most properly it is, dont worry ok''

she
'' ok..''

indeed the symptoms are unusual, and the blood test, it has been almost a week , which means they have conducted many tests on the blood.

not a good sign too..

haiz...

maybe onli prayers will work..

iamyourvanilla

8:01 PM

damn intelligent tooth..
my mouth swollen la..

it has been a week, now still aching..
and i slept at 2 last nite, just because of it, pain ah....

bear with it bear with it bear with it bear with it bear with it.........................................

iamyourvanilla

9:20 PM

Another friday without pe

as usual they would use the first period to talk blablabla...
so we missed the pe lesson, second time in three weeks..
of cos the class was not happy la..
so wat?

fortunately starting from next week we will use the new time table.. wednesday second period , pe.. haha..

bio test today, came out the nutrient thing,.. i tot the chapter was on sexual reproduction in animal?
den why there was the embryo nutrient thing, anyway i couldnot find any ans in the tb..

i wondered how ppl insert the IUDs in to women's womb,,,

anyway, none of my buisness '')

iamyourvanilla

7:51 PM

the home room system starts next week '')

vice p came to our class today, said wat ppl complained to the moe about the system.. asked us for comments..

complain for wat sia, school wont care...

but thank her lor, we had half of the geo lesson gone..
den followed by two periods of free lesson, chinese...
as usual 4of us were crapping...

sometime we did study la. but indeed two continuous free periods were boring..
need to make some funs '')

den el period Mrs Barnwell bought pizzas to the class, to celebrite birthdays for those in june and july,, thanks ah for the pizza,,

very poor ah 4e1 ur form teacher can spend thousands for a trip to las vegas but have nv bought u all a pizza '')
den our class will be mr wong's home room class liao..
sad...
sadsad...
sadsadsad...

watever la, but whoever sits at my place must 'tag' on the table ok.. ha
u will find papers and worksheets under the table which tells u .. tat is my sit '')
cos there got name la..

have a blessed day tml ''0)

iamyourvanilla

8:45 PM

strengthlessly played soccer after school, skipped ss remedial , as i had given it up long time ago..
i should stop playing soccer for this week liao. i'm tired, moodless..
when u dont have the mood, dribblings and passings got lousy, den u will get frustrated..
so i onli stood at the back, passing balls to others..

i realised nowdays school is not tat fun already, ppl are out of their minds, cant help...

but tat is good when ur true friends are there, and they dont get mad or wat. if ppl can be true friends den surely they have some common minds and charactors.

i have alot schoolmates and classmates, but friends, are onli tat few.

and tat few are enough, 1kg of gold is much valuble than 100kg of paper.

i dont make friends with ppl who dont have a similar mind as mi..
wat for doing so.?

iamyourvanilla

9:31 PM

today's entry is specially for our DEAR Mr alen wong.

THANKS FOR PRAISING ME IN E1
i always feel tat if u dont really know someone den u shld not comment on him or her.

i dont remember i have ever said im either clever or goodlooking to you , how come u can come out with those conclusions?
not onli u, i oso nv say to others seriously.

u have been discriminated by others before ,haven't u?
u dont feel good , do you?
den why u like to discriminate others while urself dont like to be discriminated?
u shld know how serious it can get..

if u feel it makes ur lesson fun, i dont , ok?
or u can say it personally, but not infront of ppl,
how about if i say to the class : u looks like a ......''

no one can stop u from discriminating and be sacarstic to students, tat is ur character,
but can u pls dont do it in class,
why dont u teach us more knowledges than telling stories and comment on things?

i just dont get it u know, i have nv created problems or misbehaved in ur lesson, the one who makes noisy is not mi, the one who sleeps is not mi, the one who doesnot listen is not me and the one who nv do homework is oso not mi.

den why u still want to say mi '' he thinks he is handsome and clever , but actually he is not''
when did i say iam handsome?
when did i say iam clever?
are u trying to say tat i am a thick skinned student?
ppl will think tat ,ok? and it embarasses mi.

iam not narrow minded, but i cannot tolerant such thing, ok?

so pls be kind enough, stop commenting on others..

iamyourvanilla

5:18 PM

nothing much to say .
xxx and the gang went to geylang ysday and just now he told me the girls there were fantastic..
but too expensive ,

blowjob 50 bucks
the whole thing 120 bucks.,.
so they just sang ktv , with the girls accompanied , kiss kiss, touch touch all that.

He asked mi to go again after o lvl, ok lor..
ktv can,
drink smoke ok.
touch touch no problem,
but no sex..

im not tat desperate..
'')

come on guys, just admit it,
there is no innocent males in the world,

and gals too, dont think a guy is bad if he drinks smokes or playful, as long as he can control himself , tat is good enough,

tat is our nature '')

but of cos i'm not playful '')
ha.

iamyourvanilla

5:40 PM

blog is not onli a place where u can record down wat have happened in ur daily life, but oso a place where u can post ur comments on things, share good phrases from someone or some books, express ur feelings and plannings..

so do update ur blog entry oftenly ok, for every one or two days , update once, or else ppl who are visiting ur blog will say '' sianz ah nv update ...'' '')

unfortunately my friends' blogs always very inert, dont change.. haha..

played soccer with e1 guys again today,
ok la i noe i need to lose some weight liao..
ha.

we have pengfeng , as the defender.
mi and cummin as the midfielders, both offensive but most of the time i ran back for defences with pengfeng.
den zai hua as the striker, as usually, he will solo , den shoot the ball to everywhere, but not into the goalpost..
'')

luckily midfielders are the controllers of the game, we control the speed of the game and creat chaces for the striker, so many nice passes to zaihua.. haha.. and of cos pengfeng , good one man, u have improved alot..

so tat's it '')

iamyourvanilla

10:00 PM

blog is not onli a place where u can record down wat have happened in ur daily life, but oso a place where u can post ur comments on things, share good phrases from someone or some books, express ur feelings and plannings..

so do update ur blog entry oftenly ok, for every one or two days , update once, or else ppl who are visiting ur blog will say '' sianz ah nv update ...'' '')

unfortunately my friends' blogs always very inert, dont change.. haha..

played soccer with e1 guys again today,
ok la i noe i need to lose some weight liao..
ha.

we have pengfeng , as the defender.
mi and cummin as the midfielders, both offensive but most of the time i ran back for defences with pengfeng.
den zai hua as the striker, as usually, he will solo , den shoot the ball to everywhere, but not into the goalpost..
'')

luckily midfielders are the controllers of the game, we control the speed of the game and creat chaces for the striker, so many nice passes to zaihua.. haha.. and of cos pengfeng , good one man, u have improved alot..

so tat's it '')

iamyourvanilla

10:00 PM

i almost could not wake up this morning, dont know why ah just felt tired...
den my black eye ring appeared again..
btw it was always there..
'')

played soccer after school with 4e1 guys,
u shld know who won '')
anyway who won was not important, but nice game played..
we enjoyed,,,

den tml pe again,., ahhh,,

i need rest, but now i need to study liao,.,
bb '')

have a blessed day tml '')

iamyourvanilla

5:59 PM

Another week is passing.. so fast sia 8 more weeks to prelim liao,,,
126 days to o lvl, if u still dont realise how short is 126 days, den there are 18 weeks.

in these 126 days, onli 90 days are school days..
there are :
90 maths periods,
90 el periods,
72 chem periods,
72 bio periods,
72 mt periods,
72 geo periods,
36 combined humanities periods..

those numbers are decreasing everyday, of cos the holidays are not counted, and if any teacher is absent from the lesson....
just take look at it, realities....

i oftenly go out for dinner in these few days with some of my church friends whom live near mi.
and of cos we chat alot.. some of them are already working and some are same age as mi.
when i tell them tat im gging to study engineering, they are shocked,

'' why u wan to study tat , i tot u like medicine kinda thing''?
'' ya la, u are born a doctor dude, look at ur characters and peronalities , tat is wat a doctor needs most... ''
'' somemore ur background, big advantage la, dont be so silly , just go for it, there are many ways''
many many such things from others....

now i realised how silly i am, to give up so early and easily...
those ppl are really big encouragements to mi, yup...
my friend who is a doctor now, tell mi tat there are soooo many ways to study medical, i nv know tat are so many ways man.. thanks him...

Give it a bet,
win, win all,
lose, lose all..

of cos, i must win.
maybe tat is wat ppl called determinations...

i'm very envy of the singaporean students,
they dont have to worry so much things like we do,
they dont have to buy hse,
wedding oso parents will help,
sommore cars all that,,
and they have enuff money to study watever they want and they can...

but us, no choice, u all nv understand, unless u have been through it...

iamyourvanilla

7:39 PM

school organised a visit to ngee ann poly this afternoon..

Tat was the first time i went to visit a poly, i mean visiting the schools of balabala...

could feel the poly life, tat was exactly wat i like.. '')
but wat i didt like about ngee ann was the buildings and the hardwares were too old.. like those left in the 80s..

haha,, i still prefered sp, not onli the environments , but more as it was a premier poly in singapore and if the companies outside singapore stated tat they onli recognised one poly's diploma, den surely will be sp's diploma..

but ok la, i still will go for further educations after poly..

6+4+3+2=15
everyone will waste 15 yrs of their life in school to study most of the rubbish,, onli a little is useful..

onli tat abit of usefulness make our future either bright or sad, and the rest of the rubbish.. we paid, den throw it away at a later time...

iamyourvanilla

7:55 PM

Hi guys tml bring ur pe attires, we play soccer..

Fifa world cup heat.. haha
but i really dont like the rule.. must change.. so troublesome...

Since Mr Chew comes, our school has changed alot..
It's gging better...

but ah, must change attire tat one is quite troublesome, is not wat we want...
if can wear pants and pe t shirt play den will be very nice liao..

but tat is the rule.. haiz,,
anyway we are leaving YI soon.. does not affect too much,,,

Hope tml there will be others playing soccer too.. ')

iamyourvanilla

3:41 PM

Yesterday my 2 months old niece had a fight with my brother.. there was how the crime happened:



She was lying on the bed with her new mini skirt.'



My brother took a pic of her, but she said:' see wat see, nv see chio bu again huh.,?'



My brother did't not stop it, she started to scold him :' i tell u to get lost !!!!!'



Of cos as a father my brother gave his daughter a good lesson...
she fought back...



Now she was scared...



In order to make sure tat she remembered well of the mistake , my brother asked her to do a pledge...
'' i, the daughter of..........

finally, the babe is found gulity and is punished to love her mummy and daddy forever '')'')'')

iamyourvanilla

5:04 PM

i'm suffering from examination and fifa sickness..
feel exhausted, but i nv do anything...

hate the weather,
near the window with fan on, still sweat.
if it can make mi sweat heavily , it's good,
but onli sweat a bit.. and hot..

irritating.,

But my mood will be brightened by the return of my sister tml..
she has bought alot of things, ha...
books, dvds, softwares,
and the most important ,

FOOD!!

the food i tell u is awsome..

if got chance den let u all try.. haha..

Wait long long.... '')'')

iamyourvanilla

2:31 PM

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